RESIGNATION

Sovereign Lord, what I most desired you have denied yet I praise you! On what account, I know not, yet I praise you. 

You have done it; that silences me. 

Your will makes it indisputable, and renders it my indispensable duty to your wise determinations. 

Hitherto I have had no complaint on the conduct of providence; nor shall I complain until all the mazes are explained.

Do, then, all your counsel, though all my counsels should come to nothing. 

Can a person expect favors from God-who will not wait for God's way and time?

But what does it matter how the affairs of a present world go, if the interests of the next world are secured?

The weather-vane is whirled about with every blast, but the iron spire is still at rest, because it cannot be displaced.

So, what does it matter though the outward man decays-if the inner man grows?

What does it matter though the temporal condition be perplexed-if the conscience is possessed of spiritual peace?

I praise you that you interpose your providence, even in disappointing my dearest plans; and do not give me up to the blind desires of my own heart, and to wander at random in counsels of mine own.

I can resolve the present case into nothing but your will; yet I rejoice more to resign to your will, and to be submissive to your disposal, than to have my will in every point performed. 

This is the only way in my private capacity that I can glorify you.

If all things went as I would have them, I could not positively learn the care of God. 

But when providence, beyond all human probability, twists enterprises out of my hands, and well-resolved designs out of my heart-this clearly shows to me your condescending concern about my lot and life. 

Thus you take the wise in their own craftiness; for when all my schemes were so well laid, that human policy approved of, and wit itself commended; yet, when you did blow upon them, how did they like rainbows painted on the watery clouds, when thunders break, or boisterous winds attack-scatter into disappointments and pain!

Hence, in the school of providence I am taught some lessons.

1. Not to look to the appearance of things, but to the power of God, who brings light out of darkness, and calls the things that are not, as though they were.

2. That from probabilities, impossibilities may spring; while apparent impossibilities dissolve into easy escapes. 

As for the first, it was very probable that the Egyptians might overtake and put Israel to the sword, yet it became impossible for them to do it. 

And as for the second it seemed impossible that Israel could escape ruin, when enclosed with insurmountable hills, and swelling seas, and pursued by enraged foes; yet, in what an easy way did they walk to their deliverance!

3. I am taught to believe, and to give glory to the almighty power of God, when impossibilities throng thick before me.

4. To see my own finite wisdom to be but folly, that I can neither prevent nor foresee those events which I do not desire.

5. To hold all my mercies, all my privileges from God, and not from the certainty in which they seem to stand.

6. Not to think that things are lost, when so they seem to be.

When I think I am most sure of some things, they are all on a sudden taken from me; so when lost, they can all of a sudden be restored.

7. And, lastly, to see the mutable and fickle state of temporal things, and therefore to hold a loose grip on the creature, however dear, however near-and to set my affections on things that are above.

~James Meikle~