Gal 2:20 I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.
If God has called you to be really like Christ in all your spirit, He will draw you into a life of crucifixion and humility and put on you such demands of obedience, that He will not allow you to follow other Christians, and in many ways He will seem to let other good people do things which He will not let you do.
Others can brag on themselves, and their work, on their
success, on their writings, but the Holy Spirit will not allow you to do any such
thing, and if you begin it, He will lead you into some deep mortification that
will make you despise yourself and all your good works.
The
Lord will let others be honored and put forward, and keep you hid away in obscurity
because He wants to produce some choice fragrant fruit for His glory, which can
be produced only in the shade.
Others will be allowed to
succeed in making money, but it is likely God will keep you poor because he wants
you to have something far better than gold and that is a helpless dependence on
Him; that He may have the privilege of supplying your needs day by day - out of
an unseen treasury.
God will let others be great, but He
will keep you small. He will let others do a great work for Him and get credit
for it, but He will make you work and toil on without knowing how much you are
doing;
And then to make your work still more precious, He will let others get
the credit for the work you have done, and this will make your reward ten times
greater when He comes.
The Holy Spirit will put strict watch
over you, with a jealous love, and will rebuke you for little words and feelings,
or for wasting your time, which other Christians never seem distressed over.
So make up your mind that God is an infinite Sovereign, and
has a right to do what He pleases with His own, and He will not explain to you
a thousand things which may puzzle your reason in His dealing with you.
He will
wrap you up in a jealous love, and let other people say and do many things that
you cannot do or say.
Settle it forever, that you are to
deal directly with the Holy Spirit, and that He is to have the privilege of tying
your tongue, or chaining your hand, or closing your eyes, in ways that others
are not dealt with.
Now, when you are so possessed with
the Living God that you are, in your secret heart, pleased and delighted over
this particular personal, private, jealous guardianship and management of the
Holy Spirit over your life, you will have found the vestibule of heaven.
~G. D. Watson~
Php 1:21 For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain.
Rom 14:12 So then every one of us shall give account of himself to God.
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